Tomorrow, tomorrow wil be a very important day for me. Tomorrow wil be the first time I could dance with Nao_ni and Gan-chan on the same stage. I could I express my feeling now? It too overwhelm, too excited. Tomorrow will be the first time, and, maybe, the last time. Both Nao-ni and Gan-chan will be graduating soon. This would be their last event here at APU. Thinking of it, I wanna cry. But I must not. What is the point of crying? What is the point of worrying and being sad about something that haven't happen yet? I wanna cry, but I wanna smile and laugh even more. I wanna enjoy the time that I could spend with them till the very last. Why did I meet them so late? Why is it that I only given 1 chance to dance with them? I asked those questions. But then, I just realized being able to know them, to become their kouhai, to be taught by them is my happiness. Why should I be whining for when I am blessed with such hapiness. Being able to get on stage and dance with them in such a grand event like tomorrow is far more than what I could ask for. For me, those two are like big brothers. The time left is short. After this month, maybe both will be busy with senior's thesist and evrything; maybe there will be notime left for playing around with us kids, but I will enjoy the time we are having now as much as possible. Even until the day of graduation, I would still be happy and enjoy seeing them. I would not be sad and thinking of parting from them. Why? I read somwhere a person said that "Life is like a rollercoster. When you ride a roller coster, why is it that you enjoy it so much? The reason for you to enjoy it is that you know it will end in 4 or 5 minutes. Because you know that, you are able to enjoy it. If you keep worrying that it would end, there will be notime to enjoy."